AKA: “Chris”, “Boyfriend”, ” Boob”, “Babe”
Christopher came into my life unexpectedly and now I can not picture life without him by my side. It is really difficult to let down my walls and be mushy because I typically am a solid bull, so lets see how this post goes.
We met through my older sister when she invited her friends over to our house on a Saturday night right before Father’s Day in 2015. Christopher was already drunk by the time he came to my house (bravo, buddy). My first thoughts were “God damn this guy is tall” & “Wow, this guy talks a lot”, but some how after that night I thought about the 6’4 goof that came over for the next couple of weeks.
After hanging out in a group setting a couple of times and having my best friend meet him (for good measure), I asked my sister to give him my number but to sneak it in his pocket so it wouldn’t be weird (like sneaking it in his pocket wouldn’t be weird or something…… ). The rest is self explanatory #tequila.
I have never loved someone the way I love Christopher. It is not something I easily say, especially when the first time I told him I loved him I said “I sort of think I love you”, but I can confidently say that I love this kid.
Although he has only been in my life for a year, he stuck through the most difficult, stressful, and depressing time of my life and offered me so much comfort that I could never fully thank him for. Our relationship isn’t perfect, because perfect is SO boring- but I am learning how to love and it’s workin out so far lmfao.
I appreciate him all day, errr’ day and hope he knows how much I care even though I don’t necessarily tell him all the time and I yell at him when he is too mushy. #ITSMYDEFENSEMECHANISM
Here’s to you Chris, enjoy the only mush you will get for at least another 6 months.